Anchored!!!

It was a whole new begining,

leave the past behind and search for a lining.

came close to achieve the said,

met the afraid instead.

worse than the previous fuck-up,

told myself "act cool and shut-up".

lot of twists and turns on the way,

coping with everything,

in the end becoming prey.

tired of being a loose log,

neither storm comes nor does it clog.

overflowing since birth

no-where there's shortage of tears on earth.

Anchored!!! it was calm for a while,

then another wave came with a smile,

it's been the same all this while..............

$uRRe@L De$pEr@tI0N

I write in my diary about the only person
I have ever loved
Though the pain in my heart seems to worsen

You’re the only one I’ve ever known
Now that I think of it
You are the only one I have ever shown

Any form of longing or caring for
I think of when we kiss
Oh I just want more

But for some reason my lips get so cold
That’s alright, it makes no difference
I am here growing old

With you and that is it
I get in my finest clothes though it is all I have
As always it is a perfect fit

I make my way to the glass where you are kept
I have grown used to your hard chamber
A long time it has sense I last wept

But you were always there for me
You make the same moves, same expressions, same speech
This is how it must always be

I slowly sigh; my heart is at a new elevation
You smile and I smile
In our surreal desperation