I had to do this,
Unless another year will pass by
Just being polite.
I don’t want anybody else
To blow my kite.
But I can’t make a decision alone
Because it requires another someone
To make this oasis of mine.
Only then the dull will shine.
I am prepared to leave anything but her
Or transform for that matter.
But does she know this for sure.
I want to tell her everything
That I feel, but I find no cure.
I go bowled over.
Reading her only mail endless
Times in a day,
Trying to squeeze my way.
When find nothing, just shout.
Out of anguish or aggravation without a doubt.
I don’t know why, that’s another question.
It’s not making me miserable,
It’s turning me strong.
Every time I see her, I desire her more.
That’s all I wish and yearn for.
I can keep on dreaming until I be with her.
Even after being with her,
I will dream further.
So ordinary but still a special one.
Can turn a stone into sun.
Only a star can match her charm,
I ain’t no star but sure am warm.
Does she feel the same???
Waiting to know the same.
Live with her and for her
Forever...
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
CHEERS
I spoke to a lady and she made me smile,
Made me deem yet again and trek some miles,
Back in times of yore,
I wasn’t poignant this time, I came out fine.
She asked me to jot down a “happy song”
Which I am writing.
Today, my two selves are not fighting.
Feeling rejuvenated and lively,
Can’t remember when I felt this lately.
It’s the past that reflects on the present
And shapes the future
And it always sticks to you as your tutor
Guiding you in the course of your life
Cutting the way across like a knife.
She taught me to immerge from the sea
Live in present and still hold the key
Of the future and keep the past intact.
I thought I was a pessimist
But she blew away the mist, over my head
Seems worthless of all the tears I’ve shed
Never came across such a person over the years
All I can say to her is “CHEERS”...
Made me deem yet again and trek some miles,
Back in times of yore,
I wasn’t poignant this time, I came out fine.
She asked me to jot down a “happy song”
Which I am writing.
Today, my two selves are not fighting.
Feeling rejuvenated and lively,
Can’t remember when I felt this lately.
It’s the past that reflects on the present
And shapes the future
And it always sticks to you as your tutor
Guiding you in the course of your life
Cutting the way across like a knife.
She taught me to immerge from the sea
Live in present and still hold the key
Of the future and keep the past intact.
I thought I was a pessimist
But she blew away the mist, over my head
Seems worthless of all the tears I’ve shed
Never came across such a person over the years
All I can say to her is “CHEERS”...
CAUGHT AND LOST
Several sleepless nights I spent
Thinking about you.
It’s been a lifetime since I’ve been bent
Over the table and daydreamt.
No girl made me feel this way,
Since so long, I was curious if I am a gay.
I can’t think of anything when you are around,
I need you and I am lucky to have found.
Don’t you feel to lock your arms around me?
And we can just stay talking.
Open your eyes, open’ em wide,
Put everything aside, hold me tight.
I am not going anywhere,
Just caught and lost in your hair.
Oh God! Please! Spare
Her for me. That’s my prayer.
I will try everything to make you happy.
I will change the way you feel.
I’ll make you leave all your misery,
And take away the pain.
And will make you lose betrayal.
Show you all the beauty you possess,
I will let you believe,
That you are mine and will remain.
Don’t leave me alone and hanging in a whirlpool,
I’m good, though, I look like a fool.
Please answer me and be with me,
I know that even you know we are meant to be.
Thinking about you.
It’s been a lifetime since I’ve been bent
Over the table and daydreamt.
No girl made me feel this way,
Since so long, I was curious if I am a gay.
I can’t think of anything when you are around,
I need you and I am lucky to have found.
Don’t you feel to lock your arms around me?
And we can just stay talking.
Open your eyes, open’ em wide,
Put everything aside, hold me tight.
I am not going anywhere,
Just caught and lost in your hair.
Oh God! Please! Spare
Her for me. That’s my prayer.
I will try everything to make you happy.
I will change the way you feel.
I’ll make you leave all your misery,
And take away the pain.
And will make you lose betrayal.
Show you all the beauty you possess,
I will let you believe,
That you are mine and will remain.
Don’t leave me alone and hanging in a whirlpool,
I’m good, though, I look like a fool.
Please answer me and be with me,
I know that even you know we are meant to be.
STRANGER TO ME
It’s nice to be around you and just talk
It feels nice to hear it and be a part.
Though, you are not “my type” but you are pleasant
Sometimes opposites do make sense.
You are transparent and pure as honeydew
I would rather choose death than you in lieu.
People find you slow
I wonder what do they know.
They even find you dumb
To the core they are numb.
Untouched by the evils of the world
Lost deeply in your hair curls.
You are stranger to me
But I can kill, to look at the world as you see.
Every girl I met over the years
Were complex creatures,
It took a lot of time to pierce the skin
And what I found inside was another skin.
Somebody told me there’s a girl out there
With love in her eyes and flowers in her hair.
It never happened to me,
Where I waited to speak to someone
Really so eagerly.
A slight thought, and it brings smiles to me.
Thinking of you, that is what I do
How many times? Even I want to know.
Up in the morning. Will you be up too?
Having tea. Will yours be cold too?
I think of you thinking,
Will you be thinking of me too?
I doubt and I sometimes wonder too.
I am amazed, how you make me feel free
From the shackles of the past
Want to make your life good
As long as I last.If you want to walk in middle of the night
You’ll find me walking beside you
So that when you stop,
You have somebody to bring you back.
When you feel low,
Be with you and empathise
And crack some stupid jokes
To bring back the smile on your face.
The smile and giggle I can kill for.
And fill your every moment with so much happiness
To make sure you never feel low ever again.
When you want to talk
Just sit next to you and soak up
All that you are sharing
To know you even better and
Make you feel light and heard.
And when you feel scared in the night
I will just hold your hand and sit nearby
Till it is light again
Watching you go to sleep peacefully.
Light up the whole house and fill you with
Nice and cherishing thoughts
That you never feel scared again.
Teach you some of the stupid crap
Then we both can laugh
But make sure you stay “dumb”
Because smart people use their brains
And you follow your heartAnd I want you to continue doing that.
It feels nice to hear it and be a part.
Though, you are not “my type” but you are pleasant
Sometimes opposites do make sense.
You are transparent and pure as honeydew
I would rather choose death than you in lieu.
People find you slow
I wonder what do they know.
They even find you dumb
To the core they are numb.
Untouched by the evils of the world
Lost deeply in your hair curls.
You are stranger to me
But I can kill, to look at the world as you see.
Every girl I met over the years
Were complex creatures,
It took a lot of time to pierce the skin
And what I found inside was another skin.
Somebody told me there’s a girl out there
With love in her eyes and flowers in her hair.
It never happened to me,
Where I waited to speak to someone
Really so eagerly.
A slight thought, and it brings smiles to me.
Thinking of you, that is what I do
How many times? Even I want to know.
Up in the morning. Will you be up too?
Having tea. Will yours be cold too?
I think of you thinking,
Will you be thinking of me too?
I doubt and I sometimes wonder too.
I am amazed, how you make me feel free
From the shackles of the past
Want to make your life good
As long as I last.If you want to walk in middle of the night
You’ll find me walking beside you
So that when you stop,
You have somebody to bring you back.
When you feel low,
Be with you and empathise
And crack some stupid jokes
To bring back the smile on your face.
The smile and giggle I can kill for.
And fill your every moment with so much happiness
To make sure you never feel low ever again.
When you want to talk
Just sit next to you and soak up
All that you are sharing
To know you even better and
Make you feel light and heard.
And when you feel scared in the night
I will just hold your hand and sit nearby
Till it is light again
Watching you go to sleep peacefully.
Light up the whole house and fill you with
Nice and cherishing thoughts
That you never feel scared again.
Teach you some of the stupid crap
Then we both can laugh
But make sure you stay “dumb”
Because smart people use their brains
And you follow your heartAnd I want you to continue doing that.
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