THIS OASIS OF MINE

I had to do this,
Unless another year will pass by
Just being polite.
I don’t want anybody else
To blow my kite.
But I can’t make a decision alone
Because it requires another someone
To make this oasis of mine.
Only then the dull will shine.
I am prepared to leave anything but her
Or transform for that matter.
But does she know this for sure.
I want to tell her everything
That I feel, but I find no cure.
I go bowled over.
Reading her only mail endless
Times in a day,
Trying to squeeze my way.
When find nothing, just shout.
Out of anguish or aggravation without a doubt.
I don’t know why, that’s another question.

It’s not making me miserable,
It’s turning me strong.
Every time I see her, I desire her more.
That’s all I wish and yearn for.
I can keep on dreaming until I be with her.
Even after being with her,
I will dream further.
So ordinary but still a special one.
Can turn a stone into sun.
Only a star can match her charm,
I ain’t no star but sure am warm.
Does she feel the same???
Waiting to know the same.
Live with her and for her
Forever...