SHADES OF GRAY

SHADES OF GRAY

Crawling in my head was the thought of yours
I feel that you’re in me and with the force
Of love I kneel in front of you with remorse
In my heart I see: -

It was the biggest mistake of my life
When I left you alone and crying.
I didn’t saw what’s coming
Never even think of it twice.
I doubted your commitment and dignity
Forgot that you love me and will
Keep it going till infinity.
I hated the way you were looking at me
And hated even more the way you were talking to me.
I was confused, what to do and what to say.
Didn’t saw the colours of love
What I really saw were the shades of gray.
Crawling in my head was the thought of yours
I feel that you’re in me and with the force
Of love I kneel in front of you with remorse
In my heart I see: -

My biggest horror was when I saw you dead
Slit both of your wrists and lying in bed.
With tears in your eyes in place of anger instead.
Your last words were “I love you” and then you traded
Your life for my anger and I’ll never forget
Never will forgive myself coz it was my bet.
They took you slowly away from me
In a trolley and I’ll never see,
You again but your stone in the cemetery.
I opened my hand I found the ring
We both once exchanged, darling.
You didn’t gave me the chance to say “sorry”
I have to live with this weight and I’ll carry.
It as a punishment and I’ll never tell,
Anybody that I’m going to hell.
Here I am, standing beside you
And crawling in my head was the thought of yours
I feel that you’re in me and with the force
Of love I kneel in front of you with remorse
In my heart I see.