SILENT when born and dead

Have you ever felt that you have so much to tell but when given a chance, you cannot???

The same is happening with me for a long time now and sometimes when I dig down deep I feel hollow. Yes, it’s full but with echo of the same voice. I wrote yesterday that I am happy with my loneliness and solitude but these companions of mine are like leeches or vampires, they hang on to you and suck your life out. Although, they (my companions) are very loyal but lethal at the same time. They eat up your thoughts, your emotions and the worse is that you get used to it, even start cherishing it.

People ask me to come over to their places or want me come with them for shopping, hanging out, this is what friends do, don’t they??? But now I start to have second thoughts, one to go with them and the other to be with myself all alone and more often than not I start preferring the later.

Life has many shades and when you are occupied with something, you kind of ignore the colors, although you are enjoying the moment but can’t see the meaning or purpose of that moment you are in. people say life is too short to be taken seriously. I believed in the saying and believe you me, I was a carefree lad but now I have totally different opinion. Those who believe in this saying, regret in the future for doing the same. I believe, life is too short, try and make it meaningful! Make sense of it! Create something out of it! Even a dog lives till it’s possible and then dies. The dog doesn’t care how tomorrow’s going to be, then what is the difference between you and that dog you see everyday on the streets. Heaven made us human for some reason. Explore your soul. Contribute something to the world, the society and the humanity.

I think you can tell how much the loneliness of mine has changed me and my thoughts. I am not saying that it is always good. People who can’t take the pressure will crumble in the middle but once you conquer the stage of crumbling down and turning to the strangers for friendship, you’ll be ready for the evolution of yourself.

As the phoenix rise from its own ashes, you will be re-incarnated and will be above the distractions of the world. You can finally be able to think with a clean and clear mind, with new and rejuvenated soul. It will be the day when you will be able to forgive everybody who did wrong to you. And then, understand the meaning of LIFE.

You will enjoy the same loneliness which scared you the most, will no longer be afraid of anything unseen. Then you will understand why we all are silent when born and dead…